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Thursday, November 8, 2007
Still here, still chugging along. I weighed myself yesterday & today because I'm too antsy to see my official WI results tomorrow, and fortunately the scale is moving in the right direction. I just have to keep on chugging and eventually it will all add up. Someday. I keep reminding myself to be patient because this is going to take for-ev-er.
For-ev-er.
The next week is going to have an interesting challenge - visiting my folks. This usually turns into an all-out gorge-fest because we never see them and they both love to cook and eat out. And we will be celebrating Thanksgiving a week early since both my sister and I will be there.
I do plan to do a lot of activity while there - they have a heated indoor pool and I love the chance to swim without worrying about being seen in public in my chunktastic glory - but I am really going to have to lay down the law in terms of eating right. I think it's ok to indulge a bit, but every meal cannot be an all-out feast. I can't let this start stressing me out though or else I will fall victim to "Fuck-it Syndrome" where I let the impending challenge tempt me into just saying "fuck it" and blowing off the entire week. I'm going to schedule some time to think about it on Wednesday, the day before I leave.
In the meantime, I am suffering from some Paxil withdrawal symptoms, aka flu symptoms. My stomach hurts, my head hurts, I'm kinda dizzy, and I'm kinda achy. So I'm just going to keep focusing on making it through today and then surviving the workday tomorrow so I can get to the weekend and relax.Labels: journal
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